HOME ISSUES

Home sucks right now, let's put that out there.  My dad is on his last legs, and family is practically begging him to go to the hospital, as we aren't too keen to having someone die inside the house.  And I found out that when my dad does indeed pass away, I, along with my family, are being thrown out by our grandparents.  They said that they cannot support us as well as themselves, and the only way we are supporting ourselves is by my dad.  My mom won't be able to get disability until January or February, and housing wouldn't be applicable until sometime in the spring I guess.  She had found an agency to help out, but after I bombarded her with questions, she admitted that they cannot help me and my brother because my mom is disabled, and we are healthy, young.  However, if we cannot live here, nor go with my mom, we are then homeless.

As I have told people before, (I think) we cannot get jobs because of how far we live from town.  And now, our van is leaking antifreeze, so long trips are out of the question.  My only options at the moment is after my dad passes away, is to get rid of my items and go to a homeless shelter or live with a friend until I can get a job and a place to stay.  I'm really hoping the latter.  Only reason why I'm open about my situation is that a lot of people complain about life, a lot of it trivial.  Now I'm not saying I have it the worse, but I do have it pretty bad at the moment, and a lot of people will agree I guess.  I just want to show people that life can be between a rock and a hard place, like where I am right now.  But don't give up, I'm sure in hell am not.  

PLANS

Well, I need to put some things into motion before time runs out, and I am planning on getting a bank account.  I know I have been saying this, and the only reason why I haven't already is because my mom and dad put it off.  Saying next week, tomorrow, and when that comes, I can't because it's supposed to be a quick trip, not enough room, not enough money, etc.  SO... I think I'm gonna have to do snail mail commissions until I can get that bank account.  I need the money, and I'm running out of time.  Point commissions are being upgraded for how long it has been taking me.  If you want to change the style, then note me which style you want.  I will be updating a money commission journal in a bit.